I’ve written at least 5 posts in the past few days. I get through several paragraphs and then I just delete it. I don’t know why. I just don’t know how to open up. I don’t know how to let loose and be honest with myself. I have a lot to say but I’m afraid to do so. I don’t care what people will say or think. I’m fearful because when I let things out I’ll make things real. I’ll be forced to face things and I’m not sure I’m ready for that. I don’t know when I will be.